Today, I realised that I had lots of holiday homework which I haven started doing any -__-" So I spend my whole day doing my homework in order to finish and enjoy my holiday. But can I even enjoying it at the first place? Well, I wasn't sleeping very well last night, been thinking a little too hard and too much. Lots of stuff just keeping staying in my mind and it never seems to be going away. Someone told me that I had a choice to empty it and guess what's my answer? I replied: "I don't want to and don't intend to, though it's the cause but it is also for memo purpose." I can't believed I actually replied this answer, like what a stupid and crazy answer! However, this seems like what I wanted, it's just that I may be tough in keeping all this thing in control so not to influence me in my studies but seriously said I have no confidence in doing so. Haiz, Why must I give myself all this trouble? Lol. who can teach me what should I do? Life indeed is boring and lots of stuffs and things needed to decided, face etc, I wonder why?