我感到很迷惘。。。我不知道我到底在做什么！！我这几个星期的心理都很乱很不不好受，我不知道我到底怎么了。我以为我的这些事情都是抑着很久很久了因该早已习惯了，为什么最近好像不受控制似的？我好恨我自己子，好恨老天爷对我这么不公平。最近又是考试期间，全部的事情让我现在整个人好像快崩溃了！！到底我该怎么办？谁能来救救我？
我快受不了了！！！。：＊

Today was back in school. After so many days of MC. What a good day, I come back they held P.E. Run 2.4Km test but what a miracle, with my sickly state I pass the test!! Amazing isn't it? I also thinks that I run well today, an not very tired and didn't walk too!!! Mom has a backache, serene bring her to consult a doctor today. Hope she is fine, may god bless her with pink health! I am worried... So straight after school I going to rush home!! :)

It's been a few weeks since I last post? Am I? Hmm... School as usual, nothing much happen. But some how I find that my studies had been lacking behind. Suddenly can't feel the motivation to moved one, keep thinking so tired! Can I really Pass my O level? Can I really lead the path that I planned? Hmm... I wonder too. I can't see the O level ending path, Erm... I guess I am a bit lost! -__-" Is there any Kind Soul out there who can lead me a bit? Cause I find that I now really moving very very slowly, and even feel like stopping it. Haiz, find myself a bit stupid than others. Which I did asked mom about it, but she just said that I think too much. But how come there is still news of saying people with Super high IQ level? I wonder mine is how much, really feel like testing it out. But also scared that I will get a negative results, so I guess I will just forget about it. 

Haven been blogging this few days... School as usual. Tomorrow is E-learning day means there is no school tomorrow! Yay! Quite happy as it was a long weekend as friday is a Good Friday holiday. BUT there are piles of homework too!! Sian -__-" We only got 4 days of short break, teacher all seems to thought that we have 4 weeks!! they keep giving homework, I was wondering when school reopen, they also got lots to mark right? Hmm... But I didn't really blaming them since this year we have an important exam, so I was quite understanding. Just hope that I can finish up all the work by tomorrow. As friday will be a full busy day for me, as early in the morning will go pay respect for my Grandparents at Mandai Columbarium. In the afternoon, will went for a soccer game with Sister and their boyfriend. Looking forward to it, as this whole week ate alot of nice food, so must exercise to burn away all the calories! Haha :D Alright, I shall end here. Will post again tomorrow if I have the time.
Nights Peoples!
*Oops reading at my blog, I suddenly remember that I still owe Mr Desmond Tan 4 Journal entries. Adding more work to myself -__-"